So lately all of my life’s pain has been thrown in my face. I have no clue on how to deal with it. I am a strong person, but this is beyond me. I don’t know what to do any more. Everything hurts and I can barely even fake a smile nowadays. I just.. Don’t know what I can do. I have never been so broken down like this.. I wish it would all just go away, but it won’t and it is killing me. I sound like some depressing fuck, but these are my feelings.. Why must this all be happening to me? I know I did things to deserve this, but why doesn’t it stop? Is there not a limit to punishment. If there ever was I wish this was the limit, because I’m about to be passed my limit..